Attack.

Alone, its building inside,
sadness ensues.
Blinking to pass minutes by,
less than a second each time.
Holding breath,
Curling fingers,
Rigid spine.
Voices echo around me,
The crashing syllables envoke.
Shut eye lids,
Pursed lips,
Teeth clamped down.
Stars begin to appear,
Clouds begin to form,
Icy winds from within.
Push.
Pull and shake.
Stops but doesnt dissipate.
Holding onto a force,
That hurts but keeps us safe.
Careful,
Don’t let them see.
Just reach out to take a sip,
Let them carry on their day.
Peace,
Living hell for a few moments.
Then the end.
Sip,
Smile,
Pretend.

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